feeling alot more connected to God today.

im greatfull.

i felt realy worn down yesterday, and bad news of my moms illness realy didnt help matters. ive been praying for her alot.

yesterday i came to realise what was realy important in the long run.

as Will put it, i have a new man in my life now. the Lord.

it would seem that every time a little thing goes well, something terrible happens in return.

but im holding on. im just hoping everything is going to turn out well, and if not, im expecting to learn a great deal from the outcome.

whatever happens, im going to keep faith in God to show me what i need to see.

Praying for Will too. i feel he needs it, and i hope and trust everything will go well for him on tuesday.

i cant wait untill thursday... going to WhiteStone. yay, i realy like it there, its got an amazing feeling of peace about it. unlike my house, which i swear has got some form of evil possesing it... lol Will told me to be brave and order any demons in my bedroom to leave, i did that last night... and the result was some extreamly stange dreams about stiking up to the devil... lol. well back to doing my school work now, im ment to be doing art but my teacher has disapeared so i thought id come up to the libary and get some things off my chest. i feel alot better now.

toodlepip.

xxx